eskatological volumes

8.14.2003

 
19:35

ed and trish came over monday night and we ate out at olive garden; i had one too many bowls of minestrone. last night malachi came over and we watched cowboy bebop: the movie. it was pretty good and we had a good time. noticed that house of a 1000 corpses appears to be out. hell it's prolly been out for some time. i'm so out of it now on stuff like that.
not been too great a week. haven't felt too good. miss doug a lot, and things we use to do. and things i use to do in general. watching shitty movies with doug, or richard, going cd shopping and having so much fun. i've been rather irritable for most of the week. work has been leaning more towards unbearable, and not for any particular reason or cause; i just don't feel that great.
rather ironic that just a few days after juile gets hired on at my work place that i get a call from amy b notifying me of a job through sysgenix for tech support. i turn the interview down. then i get a call today from a guy at teksystems saying the position i was _really_ interested in back in march has finally come open. they're only hiring 1 person on for contract this time rather than 3, but i'd had to reinterview. *sigh* don't know if i want to reinterview or what. i hate to leave for something that's not a guaranteed position, even though i'm not so happy where i'm at. juile wants me to just hang on and hope that something better comes along. ..i've lived my life long enough to know that nothing better ever comes my way.

music: underworld - twist (mp3s)