eskatological volumes

7.15.2002

 
10:21

frew, what a weekend. friday night i met up with amy after work and she'd wanted to eat at this vegetarian place on elliston called cafe coco...or something like that. we get there and aren't quite sure where you order (upfront/table) and so we just sit outside for a bit and talk. she's not too hungry so we go to tower to kill some time. then she says she doesn't want to eat at cafe coco, so we go eat at sitar. after that we go over to border's and sit there for a good while just talking about stuff and catching up. we shop around a little bit there and call it a night. i go home and wait for julie to get there, which she does around midnight. obviously she's akin to the walking dead at that hour so we went straight to bed. sat morning we watch an episode of angel and get ready for william and doug to come over. they get there around noonish so we go to the olive garden for lunch, come back to my place and start headlong into watching season 2 of buffy. around 5 julie gets hungry, and doug wanted indian. heh. so we go to sitar for supper, come back to my place and continue our ass-numbing marathon. julie goes to bed at midnight and doug and william just keep wanting to watch buffy...which is good. so the rest of us go to bed at 4am. julie and i kinda wake up around 9 and we lay in bed and talk (whisper) till the boys get up. but of course julie wants something to eat so she gets up and goes to kroger. i start purchasing my computer stuff since i spent most of thurs and friday shopping online and getting final prices and whatnot squared away. i hear that doug is up and call him in to the bedroom so i can talk to him while i buy stuff. julie gets back, william wakes up and juile fixes us bagels. such a sweetie. so, then we start up with more buffy and finish up season 2 around 3 or 4pm. we call up abby and carl to eat with us at green hills grill. it was there first time there, as it was for julie, so they got free desserts. julie got some nasty banana fosters thing. bleh. we get back from that and julie leaves to go home and watch alias. doug, william, and i watch this italian movie _zombie_. it was pretty good. when that was over the boys grabbed up there shit on the pronto and left out. it was around 9pm.
so my weekend has totally flown by and i'm right back here at work. at least i don't have anything to do right now.
i felt kinda weird when i woke up this morning. like i didn't want to go to work. but i mean who does on a monday morning, right? just kinda ooked me out since i started getting that way at bradford, and it went downhill really quick once it became painewebber. i had to call julie before i left for work cause hearing her voice and talking to her almost always makes me feel better. ..hm, another "bad" thing was i listened to ok computer on the way to work. and it um, i was into it more than i had been in the past several months. i listened to _way_ too much radiohead when i felt like shit at painewebber, so as i mentioned above, i just hope the same degenerative pattern isn't emerging again. i've had mornings like these since college, and prolly even earlier. i don't think they're quite as bad as they use to be. use to i'd feel like i was made of glass and someone had shattered me into hundreds of pieces and tried to put me back together into the shape of my body but they just didn't get it right. just this odd hollow and fractured feeling. that feeling isn't really there much now, but i still just feel out of place and down for no real reason.
bleh
not sure what i'm gonna do about next weekend. it's lorie's wedding on saturday, but doug, william, and i'm assuming malachi are going to the NAMM show. i never got a physical invitation from lorie, but she asked for my address a few weeks back when i saw her. ...*shrug* i emailed her just a few days after seeing her last but she's never responded. and it's a really _really_ small wedding. just family. so i'm not going to know anyone there. and then there's the issue of whether or not shannon will have a game or not. i'm guessing if the three of us don't go, he'll probably cancel.