eskatological volumes

8.26.2003

 
19:55

sat morning i got up, went to cookeville, and got my haircut. went over to shannon's for a bit and then we all went out to eat. turned out to be a bit of an ordeal as the first two places we went to were not open yet. we played dnd and i ate too many of doug's dark chocolate espresso beans. that night i stayed over at my parents and caught up with them on stuff sunday morning. sunday night i came back here and juile and i did more nothing. well, that's not true. pop pointed out this website that was showing foreclosed houses selling for cheap. so i got back and looked up a few addresses, plotted a course, and juile and i left out to look them over. sadly all of them were of the house-farm variety where they all look the same, but we had fun driving around at least. i stayed out of work on monday. too tired to go really. i called about some of the foreclosed homes to try and get a feel for how this procedure works. the answer would be fairly rough.
this morning i listened to little earthquakes on the way to work and it's kinda funny cause just a few weeks ago i mentioned that i didn't think it had aged so well, but i was really getting into it this morning. not a real big surprise as it is tori, but it took me back a bit. put me in a real tori mood. so now i'm listening to boys for pele. now there's an album with some unpleasant associations from the past. anyway. it sort of re-dawned on me the other day how much of the leech i am in social situations. even when i want to try and have a conversation it seems like i can't support my own weight. i'm too dependent on the other person/people. maybe it's just how you look at it. cause and effect type thing. i dunno.

music: tori amos - boys for pele