eskatological volumes

2.10.2003

 
20:40

had fun friday folding up invitations, rsvp, and thank you notes with julie. then we ate out with malachi and kimberly at blackstone since i've not seen them in a coon's age. we had a good time. or at least i did. was gonna invite them over to the new place, but it was ass cold out, and i think they just wanted to go home. julie and i went to the mall on saturday and i got this bitchin' corduroy jacket type shirt for $12. it's what i've been looking for for months. i got a tan one, and they had grey ones, but none in my size. uh, oh, julie and i were shopping for a washer and dryer..sort of. getting prices and checking out features and stuff. then we went out to eat with her parents, grandmother (good one), and ed/trish. which went fairly well. amazingly. julie invited them all to come by my (or as she says 'our) new place to check it out. so they came over and i guess they liked it. heh, her father liked my couch/loveseat a lot. after they left we talked about stuff (mostly things her parents said at the table that i didn't hear) and we watched an angel and an x-files episode and went to bed. sunday we had breakfast/lunch at waffle house and met trish at david's bridal cause they gave her a skirt that was one size too small. so they got that straightened out and we went to the mall to look for them some shoes for the wedding. *woo* also i got measured for my tux and set all that up. julie got some shoes, but trish didn't have so much luck. it was snowing pretty hard when we got out of the mall, so trish went back home, and julie went back home too. which stunk. so i sat around here most of sun afternoon doing shit all. called my parents later on and talked to them for a few hours.
had a pretty sucky day today. had a freak out attack this morning over not finding a job. started getting paranoid about not finding something, and thinking/knowing/feeling that i'm not looking hard enough. i fear i'll put too much belief into what these guys are saying about these jobs that are suppose to come to fruition 'soon'...but what if they don't. and i was beating myself up for not taking the webmd (3rd shift) job. it would have started tonight.
oh, and julie got our engagement pictures and brought them over. the look alright i guess. as good as a picture can with my ugly ass stuck in it. i didn't make so much with the smiling, but i think we had it down to one or two to decide from.

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