eskatological volumes

9.20.2002

 
11:29

whoops. didn't meant to not update for this long a time. but i've been feeling pretty crummy all week. i won't get into the specifics of the symptoms, cause they're so weird (mostly in my head) that it'd take 4 paragraphs to explain them. but mostly i've been tired/sleepy/groggy. i stayed out of work thurs thinking if i loafed around all day i'd feel better. well, not so much. but monday night i sat around and watched buffy/angel iirc. tues night my cable was mostly out, but it got fixed by a few mins after 9. kimbelry came over and brought me some curry chicken as she thought my 'crummy diet' is to blame for my malaise. we watched the real world. i think mtv picked _the_ most fucked up ppl they could to put in the house this time. i've never seen so many ppl with issues. wed night i um...well i don't really remember..played on the computer and watched the adult swim that i taped woudl be the mostly likely answer. thurs, as i mentioned, i stayed out of work. i installed aquanox (computer game) and played it through the morning. kimberly wanted to have lunch but she didn't get to my place til around 2 or so. we went to shoney's and then she hung out at my place. she'd brought this nutrional book and all her vitamins to show me what i prolly should be taking. she wound up staying till a bit after 10 if i remember right. today i actually seem to have some cold-like symptoms rather than just the vague grogginess of the past few days; though i'm still groggy now.
oh, i've deduced this week that shopping for apts this weekend will be fruitless as most places i've called already are saying that they can't tell me much of anything until one month before i'd want to move in. so...i guess julie and i will drive around and at least look at some places, but not bother going in and filling all the crap out. oh, and rent source (place that found apts for me last time) is not of this earth anymore..so i'll have to find them on my own.
doug left out thurs..well today really, but anyway he left out to go to the grand canyon. he went on a westwardly drive a year or so ago as a vacation. no particular point to go, but just to drive and get away from work. i wish i could have went with him this time, but vacation days roll over here, and i need to save up as many as i can for the honeymoon.

i question whether to keep this journal going or not. it's nothing more than a retold schedule of events. i don't dwell into any thoughts really. never have witty stories to tell. and i've been told by some ppl that they don't even understand half of what i'm talking about most of the time..technical-wise that is. so, i dunno. i get no large pleasure from writing in this. but it's not a pain in my ass either. it is mildly interesting to read the archives and remember stuff that i had forgotten though. so, i dunno.