eskatological volumes

4.19.2002

 
08:01

well yesterday was deanna's last day.
i started getting panicky around 2. i was setting up another facility and she was kinda running around not wanting to do anything. so she wasn't really helping me so much this time around...and i couldn't remember some stuff. and i know i bunked a thing or two up. and i started getting flustered and freaking out a bit. i guess they don't really expect me to be able to come in and do the job after 8 days of training...but it still scares me. i hate being new and i hate not knowing what to do.
so here i sit today. waiting on someone to get back with me on why my facility isn't showing up in the dco portal. and i'm sure that makes sense to you.
*sigh*