eskatological volumes

3.24.2002

 
21:04

so julie came by thurs night. friday we ate breakfast at ihop, finished up season one of angel, watched a quantum leap, ate at 'the american cafe' and then she watched a&e's biography on j.k. rowling while i balanced my checkbook. oh yeah, married life will truly be a blast. saturday i got my haircut (thank diety), hung out with doug and we watched focus and sexy beast; we'd wanted to get donnie darko and session 9 though. after those movies we watched cruel intentions...for some reason. i'd seen it, but i just quit flipping and we kept watching. *shrug* just kinda odd as we'd never actually rent that to watch. sunday i hung with my parents, ate lunch with them, then we visited my granny. then i came back here.
w00t : /
had an email from the ppl about the hca position saying that it had been filled but they had a phone support job coming up and asking me if i was interested in that. oh gee, SO VERY MUCH SO. *groan*
i so fucking hate going on like this. makes me feel like shit that abby got a job within a fucking week of being laid off, and that 2 or 3 relatives asked if i'd found any work while at granny's today. when i tell them no it just feels so awkward. i told pop today that it doesn't seem fair (like anything ever fucking is) that i was so unhappy at work, and now i'm so unhappy cause i don't have a job.

but i'm going to a job fair this wednesday (and doug is coming along) so maybe that will turn something up. more likely though, i'll just look like a fucking mook the whole day and not get shit accomplished.
bout the only good thing is this friday morning i had lost 5lbs. guess this fruit shit is paying off.

music: buffy - once more with feeling: the musical