eskatological volumes

3.18.2002

 
23:08

bleh, what a shitty past couple of days.
friday night i'm at julie's. we'd made some pizza (which is always better than ANY delivery) and were watching 'you can count on me' when she gets a call. it's my pop. he tells me that keenan's mother has died. she'd had a cancerous tumour taken out 5-6 months back and her health had gone down considerably and i hadn't talked to keenan in this time to actually know this...so i go back home (nashville) friday night to get some funeral type clothes and home (sparta) saturday morning. keenan and i eat lunch saturday at panda garden (where i got the great pleasure of seeing nathan during our stay) and we TOTALLY walked right out without paying. we didn't mean to. it just slipped both our minds as we said bye to nathan on the way out, and what with what all was on our minds at that time. so then keenan wants to go out to lost creek and walk around and play in his xterra. so i say, 'um, ok'. we had a nice time out there (as i'd never been). there's a cool waterfall and an entrance to a cave, and other stuff. but i was suppose to go to a d&d game that evening. *sigh* i now feel like a total fucking heel for going cause i'd hoped to see keenan more on sunday and monday, but family stuff and 'business' kept him busy and i only saw him at the wake and at the funeral. but he said he was ok with me going to the game; and really the reason i didn't see him sunday before the wake was because he drove around by himself most of the day. so..i dunno.
but i'm home now.
i emailed the guy at hmc telling him about my interview at onion planter's and how i'd really rather work for him/hmc, but unless they get off their godamned fucking lazy ass and fucking interview then i possibly won't have that chance at all. ...except i used less of the 'f' word. but i had no emails or msgs today when i got back home. not sure if that's good or bad.
*sigh*
the job shit was bad enough without having a death.

i think i'm eligable for 13 more weeks of unemployment now. heh. kinda cool even though i don't _really_ need it.
oh, and i should have some comment action available now. for like, all 2 or 3 ppl that read this.

music: orbital - the altogether (disc 1)