eskatological volumes

2.21.2002

 
00:19

actually got kinda tired of sitting in front of the comptuer all day. well, really i wanted some sort of escape from the constant internal nagging of not having a job and how it looks like i'll never fucking get one so i watched 9 or so episodes of cowboy bebop today. then kimberly called and asked if i'd come over for dinner with her and malachi, so i did. malachi and i sat around while he fucked with his firewall, then we ate. watched the first episode of the prisoner before i left.
and uh...that's been my day.
oh...got a bomb dropped on me last night. richard is moving to fucking seattle to go to henry cogswell college. i'm happy for him i guess, but..i guess i've never had a close friend move away. well, i mean keenan moved to atlanta, and malachi moved to nashville, but neither of those were/are that far away. but fucking seattle. ....*sigh* i guess what makes it worse is that i haven't seen that much of him lately. we grew a bit distant, and i don't know if he wanted that or not. he never emailed me much, and he didn't talk much when i did email...but i was bad for not emailing him too much myself.
god-fucking-damnit!

music: the cure - faith